haha, was looking at pastor wesley's blog and saw this picture. it's me and beni eating the damn dry meiji biscuits! check out the height difference! heh. miss you, beni! (:
it was beauty world for the past 2 days, yet AGAIN. wonder if the people recognise me. hello, large milo please! oh well, rotted my day away doing random stuff like typing out lit notes and uh, changing my blogskin!
say hello to the new blog skin! :D
its one of the songs aaron sent me last time.
sigh, i'm really not progressing! productivity rate is so stagnant. i cannot accept this! ): i need to see professor dumbledore immediately! i dontknow why what i suddenly thought of that line, and how SJ used to repeat that so many times in sec2. wonder how is she now though. Hmm.
alright la, i shall stop moaning and groaning about my impending doom. and just, Just Do It! :D
damn lame =X i'll never do such a thing!
we've been to 2 playgrounds in 2 nights! (: the first, the fitness corner. it was sort of like a deja vu, being there again after 3hrs ago also at the same spot. the parliamentary debate was sorta conflicting on views. i guess sometimes, things are done, but people do not realise it. like somehow the backstage crew does all the work, yet its not recognised and instead, criticised upon. oh well, but it doesnt really matter. if it's for the good of everyone else. (:
tonight, was the swing playground. (: iloveit! kinda dark and eerie but somehow the streetlights werent in order. but the place was illuminated by 3 indian boys playing their toy machine guns which go "....Stop! Fire!" haha! they kept aiming the machine guns at me, i wonder why! but they're kinda adorable. Superwoman Syndrome! and their little sister was quietly playing alone at the swing, putting her belly on the seat, twisting herself. and slowly, twirling and swirling. (: the entire meaning of Childhood was encapsulated in that moment. so we talked about our childhood memories, and reminised about it. for that moment, i was dumbfounded. i couldnt think of what my childhood was like, i couldnt remember. i had no particular interest, no unique habit. all i said was, "oh. i loved playing with fisherprice toys". and yeah, i remembered the ironing set my parents had to buy for me when i simply refused to go to school in primary one. and the weekly macdonalds happymeal which came with Barbie Dolls for me, and Hotwheels for my brother. and that letter adressed to my 5 (?) year old brother Ms Bryan Lim, congratulations! you have won yourself a lifesized Barbie!" but hey, other than that, i cldnt remember much about my childhood. ): everything i remember is just memory, the impression i choose to create from fragments of it. but, how was my childhood really like?
i remember the schoolbus ride home every day after kindergarten classes. how veronica, qianli and i would squeeze into the front seat of the van. i remember the macdonald parties and all. those 2 were my best friends then. i also remember Mrs Yong complaining to my mum that i was a slow learner of those rhymes. so my mum had to copy the rhymes during sunday school and teach me on sunday, before everyone learnt it on monday. i remember playing in drains with Kaiyong in my old house. i remember falling down and scraping my knee when my maid taught me to ride a 2wheeler. i rmb swearing off learning to cycle ever. i remember resenting going to school cus i had a beastly maths teacher named Mrs Yip who was well dressed, but always scolding us. i remember how she even scolded us while doing art. i remembered how my parents had to buy me a fisherprice ironing board just to coax me to going to school. i remember the Disneyland trip to America in p1 when i was 3rd in class. i remember-
everything i remember is just memory, the impression i choose to create from fragments of it. but, how was my childhood really like?
2 incidents which warmed my heart (:
1. i didnt go to school on monday cus i slept at 5am. and dino told me that he and ivan asked why aaron refused to go into the lecture theatre though it was alr 9am. and he said he wanted to wait for me. which, i apparently didnt go to school. ahh, sorry. ): but thanks for the thought, daimaru! :D
2. while in macs, i saw 2 siblings standing outside. the brother was holding a milo drink in his hands and asked if his younger sister wanted it. she didnt, and put smth into her bag. then her bro held the drink in one hand, and helped her with her green fluffy sling bag in another. then, he helped her put her stuff into her bag. (: so sweet eh, not to say her brother was actually q goodlooking! hahaha, Superwoman Syndrome. their looks reminded me of the chinese/malay pair of siblings who always wakeboard at kallang. yep. (:
and somehow i wonder, what if i had an elder brother? sometimes i wish....sigh. ): nevermind.
i shall reply tags!
yinghuey! " my dad just farted in front of me, it stinks like hell i'm going to search for air freshener now bye" hahahaha! you silly girl, just made me laugh into the screen when i read your blog la! hah. YAY. finally chanced upon you while at heeren that day. you're still my midnight msn buddy though we had a hiatus for sooooo long! alright, after promos! miss you! (:
lixian! eh goofygoober. yah! i'll ask you the next time. (: cant wait for salem trainings and abs exercise again. for now, study hard for As and me, for Promos. Bah. ): takecare Ham.
pris! yeah! havent seen you in awhile, cus i only go for 1130 service nowadays. cant imagine, i used to see you Every morning at 6.45am last time! okay, i'll go for sunday school soon. and maybe i'll get to see you. (:
yen! i guess, the way our lives roll out depends on the way we see it and how we deal with it. and i'm sorry for being such a ___ when things happened. i just dont know how to react to situations. sorry.
ivan! no more morning runs, no more trainings. lets not eat too much la, crocodile boy!
sonia! so much have happened since your last tag. thanks (: somehow through it all, it's great that we've grown closer. let's just mug hard so we wont leave the class behind alright? (: go see the lyrics of Cry by James Blunt. it's for you (:aaron! your dongdongdongdong chiang! just cracks me up la. anw, thanks for everything okay? (: we've signed the odac/canoeing treaty of alliance alr right? haha.
lynette! hello hello junior! (:
it's 2.50am. it's time to do something else now (: anyway people, please click on the red link below to tag alright? (: love.